11.14.2011

music of the month!

WISH YOU WERE HERE – avril lavigne


I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here

10.31.2011

" I still put my phone next to me when I sleep. I am hoping you’d call in the middle of the night just for a company. "

what should i do??

oh my dear God..please tell me what should i do??
A sakit di bandung :( panasnya naik turun dan cuma di waktuwaktu tertentu ajaa..mual teruss..dia bilang ke aku si mam,tapi aku gatau seberapa banyak.. :( barusan dy blg gejala-nya makin menunjukkan kalo dy itu hepa :"( di bandung emang lagi wabah hepa tepatnya unpar! :"( huaaa aku takutt..aku ngerasa bodoh sebagai gf-ny :( gabisa ngapa"in disiniii :'( aaaaa

think positive..you'll be okay i'm sure :( please try.. :"(

-iloveyou-

10.29.2011

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hari ini aku 6 bulanan sama arwinn :$:$:$ aku seneeeng bgd hari inii :D akirnya kita bisa 6 bulannan.. dari lama aku pengen bgd skype-an sama dy cerita-ceritaa becanda" dan banyak hal including saying i love you to him.. tapi semua berubah disaat aku udah bisa bahkan udah skype-an sama dy..aku yg salah ya mungkinn maav deh yang jelas sama skali tidak seperti yg aku harapkan..hmm,aku pikir malem ini akan menyenangkan..semua yg ngeganjel yg pengen aku cerita in bisa legaa..apalagi anniv pas malem minggu bisa skype-an brg :) how fun?? ternyata semua salah..semua berjalan keballikkanny :( bukan senyum yg di dapat tapi air mata :'( 2x anniv berakir kaya gini :'( kapaan aku dapet anniv yang menyenangkan lagii??? :'( apa iya pacaran aku sama dy cuma sms-an doang??kalo sempet ngbrol by phone diem"an doang?? :'( knapa sih :'(

8.10.2011

:'(

music of this week LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP - ASIA CRUISE


Long Distance Relationship :
It's Been 2 Months And 20 Days
The Last Time I Laid My Eyes
On You...
And Im Sick And Tired Of Not Being Around You
And Im Sick And Tired Of Not Seeing Your Face

Baby, I Know Its Killing You Too
I Can Hear It In Your Voice When Im Talking To You
On The Phone Late At Night
My Conclusion Is
Being Alone Ain't Right
So Confused, Babe

[Chorus:]
Cuz At Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
Can't Do Without You Baby (Please Believe Me)
That Some Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah X15)
Long Distance Relationship

See, Iiiii Will Go So Crazy
If You're Not Here With Me
You're Too Far (Too Far
You're Not Near Me
I'm Alone Late At Night
And My Conclusion Is
Being Alone Ain't Right
I Need You Cuz Ur My Whole World
My Baby, Special Lady, Through And Through
By Thanking You For Inspiring Me
Boy, You Know That
You Put That Fire In Me
Thank You

[Chorus:]
Cuz At Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
Can't Do Without You Baby (Please Believe Me)
That Some Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])
Long Distance Relationship
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])

[Fades Til End]


-V

:'(

hmm,sejak tanggal 070811 kemaren..aku fixed LDR sama A :'(

huaaa..sakitt yaa ditinggal pacar :( mau berusaha ga peduli dia jauh disana..tapi tetep berasa jauh! ngobrol si tetep tiap harii..tapi tetep nangis tiap malem :s how poor I am.. pengeen teriak-teriak rasany..ga betaah bgd kaya gini teruus..

aku percaya sama dia..aku sayaang..tapi kok ya jealous-ny tetep sangat menguasai pikiran :( sebel rasanya dari dulu ga pernah bisa selalu deket sama dia..SMA beda jurusan..waktu ketemu-nya cuma pas istirahat..itu pun masih dipotong sama ngambekny dia kalo aku telat dateng..sama waktu dia nyocokin jawaban abis modul..sama macem-macem dehh..pokonya waktu aku bareng dia cuma dikiit.. :( pas pulang sekola juga dia cepet-cepet pulaang..trus ya sms-an lagii..duluu udah liburan..dia sibuk BTA..dan menyiapkan prom..hff tapi tetep masih sempet jalan kok waktu itu :$ sehariaan..hehee tapi cuma buat 3 bulanan :( sekarang aku makin jauh aja sama diaa..aku Jakarta dia Bandung :( makin susah ketemu..makin susah ngobrol juga soalnya besok dia udah ospek..makin sendirian-lah aku disinii :'(

wish I were one of his friend who can see him everytime :( dulu bisa sekelas..skarang bisa satu kampus..yah yaah aku juga ga mengharapkan satu kampus..tapi satu kotaa lah..bisa jalan sama dia bisa ketemuu..bisa ngobrol langsung :’( huhh!

jadi berbahagialah kalian yang bisa deket sama pacar..at least satu kota..bisa ketemuan 2minggu sekali.. :) karena LDR sangat amat menyakitkan :’(

-V