music of the month!

WISH YOU WERE HERE – avril lavigne

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit

Behind this wall

You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

I love the way you are

It's who I am don't have to try hard

We always say, Say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

Let go, Let go, Let go...

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here

" I still put my phone next to me when I sleep. I am hoping you’d call in the middle of the night just for a company. "

what should i do??

oh my dear God..please tell me what should i do??
A sakit di bandung :( panasnya naik turun dan cuma di waktuwaktu tertentu ajaa..mual teruss..dia bilang ke aku si mam,tapi aku gatau seberapa banyak.. :( barusan dy blg gejala-nya makin menunjukkan kalo dy itu hepa :"( di bandung emang lagi wabah hepa tepatnya unpar! :"( huaaa aku takutt..aku ngerasa bodoh sebagai gf-ny :( gabisa ngapa"in disiniii :'( aaaaa

think positive..you'll be okay i'm sure :( please try.. :"(

-iloveyou-

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hari ini aku 6 bulanan sama arwinn :$:$:$ aku seneeeng bgd hari inii :D akirnya kita bisa 6 bulannan.. dari lama aku pengen bgd skype-an sama dy cerita-ceritaa becanda" dan banyak hal including saying i love you to him.. tapi semua berubah disaat aku udah bisa bahkan udah skype-an sama dy..aku yg salah ya mungkinn maav deh yang jelas sama skali tidak seperti yg aku harapkan..hmm,aku pikir malem ini akan menyenangkan..semua yg ngeganjel yg pengen aku cerita in bisa legaa..apalagi anniv pas malem minggu bisa skype-an brg :) how fun?? ternyata semua salah..semua berjalan keballikkanny :( bukan senyum yg di dapat tapi air mata :'( 2x anniv berakir kaya gini :'( kapaan aku dapet anniv yang menyenangkan lagii??? :'( apa iya pacaran aku sama dy cuma sms-an doang??kalo sempet ngbrol by phone diem"an doang?? :'( knapa sih :'(

:'(

music of this week LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP - ASIA CRUISE


Long Distance Relationship :
It's Been 2 Months And 20 Days
The Last Time I Laid My Eyes
On You...
And Im Sick And Tired Of Not Being Around You
And Im Sick And Tired Of Not Seeing Your Face

Baby, I Know Its Killing You Too
I Can Hear It In Your Voice When Im Talking To You
On The Phone Late At Night
My Conclusion Is
Being Alone Ain't Right
So Confused, Babe

[Chorus:]
Cuz At Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
Can't Do Without You Baby (Please Believe Me)
That Some Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah X15)
Long Distance Relationship

See, Iiiii Will Go So Crazy
If You're Not Here With Me
You're Too Far (Too Far
You're Not Near Me
I'm Alone Late At Night
And My Conclusion Is
Being Alone Ain't Right
I Need You Cuz Ur My Whole World
My Baby, Special Lady, Through And Through
By Thanking You For Inspiring Me
Boy, You Know That
You Put That Fire In Me
Thank You

[Chorus:]
Cuz At Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
Can't Do Without You Baby (Please Believe Me)
That Some Nights I Cry
Thinkin About You, Baby
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])
Long Distance Relationship
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])
I Can't Handle This Long Distance Relationship (Yeah [X15])

[Fades Til End]


-V

:'(

hmm,sejak tanggal 070811 kemaren..aku fixed LDR sama A :'(

huaaa..sakitt yaa ditinggal pacar :( mau berusaha ga peduli dia jauh disana..tapi tetep berasa jauh! ngobrol si tetep tiap harii..tapi tetep nangis tiap malem :s how poor I am.. pengeen teriak-teriak rasany..ga betaah bgd kaya gini teruus..

aku percaya sama dia..aku sayaang..tapi kok ya jealous-ny tetep sangat menguasai pikiran :( sebel rasanya dari dulu ga pernah bisa selalu deket sama dia..SMA beda jurusan..waktu ketemu-nya cuma pas istirahat..itu pun masih dipotong sama ngambekny dia kalo aku telat dateng..sama waktu dia nyocokin jawaban abis modul..sama macem-macem dehh..pokonya waktu aku bareng dia cuma dikiit.. :( pas pulang sekola juga dia cepet-cepet pulaang..trus ya sms-an lagii..duluu udah liburan..dia sibuk BTA..dan menyiapkan prom..hff tapi tetep masih sempet jalan kok waktu itu :$ sehariaan..hehee tapi cuma buat 3 bulanan :( sekarang aku makin jauh aja sama diaa..aku Jakarta dia Bandung :( makin susah ketemu..makin susah ngobrol juga soalnya besok dia udah ospek..makin sendirian-lah aku disinii :'(

wish I were one of his friend who can see him everytime :( dulu bisa sekelas..skarang bisa satu kampus..yah yaah aku juga ga mengharapkan satu kampus..tapi satu kotaa lah..bisa jalan sama dia bisa ketemuu..bisa ngobrol langsung :’( huhh!

jadi berbahagialah kalian yang bisa deket sama pacar..at least satu kota..bisa ketemuan 2minggu sekali.. :) karena LDR sangat amat menyakitkan :’(

-V

me and him ♥

8 FACTS ABOUT HIM :$

1. he makes me smile when i'm down
2. he gives me a goodbye kiss even when his friends are watching
3. he holds my hands in perfect time
4. he can be funny but knows when to be serious
5. he reacts so cutely when i hit him though it actually hurts
6. he stares at me when he thinks i'm not notice
7. he gets a little jealous sometimes but he knows he's the one i love
8. he waits for an hours just to spend a minute with me.

marry your daughter ♥

Hmm,kemaren pas aku lagi mainan tumblr, aku menemukan satu laguu yg sangaat menarik hati untuk aku dengerin :3 judulnya MARRY YOUR DAUGHTER :$

here is the link
marry your daughter

Aku download lagu-nya dan ternyata bener pas aku dengerin… aww aww :$:$:$:$ romantiis sekalii hihii..i’m in love with this song ♥

MARRY YOUR DAUGHTER ♥
Sir, I’m a bit nervous
‘Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I’m going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time,
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
She’s my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I’m hoping that I…
Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ‘till the day that I die, yeah
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
Can’t wait to smile
When she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter
She’s been hearing for steps
Since the day that we met (I’m scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don’t you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I’ve got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)
And tell death do us part
There’s no doubt in my mind
It’s time
I’m ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart…
I’m gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ‘till the day that I die, yeah
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
I can’t wait to smile
As she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter
The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I say I do
I’m gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ‘till the day that I die
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
I can’t wait to smile
As she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter.

kisshugs .V

valentine's day

i thought this day would be beautiful,cause i have him now..there is someone special for me on val's day who i can share my love with..him..my best guy -A :$

but i was wrong..i've ruined his mood *like always* *am i so that annoying for him?* *idunno* and again i get this feeling.. :(

honestly, i really want to share this little time with you..*i know everyday is val's day for us* *but i wanna celebrate this love day* *our first val's day* got blushing on my cheeks, got butterflies on my stomach, got your kisses and hugs..got speechless when you did something romantic..hmm :( i missed it

and actually,i wanna tell you how happy i am when i get that present..THANKYOUU i really love it! so mucchh.. :$ :$ according to your command,i really take pretty good all those papers..hahaa *gada yg robek loh* :D there are so meaning full..from the way you wrap it..till the chocolates and your text :$ *itu penting A* *masa iya kamu masih bisa bilang itu ga penting?* :s i like all kind of chocolate actually hihii :3 it doesn't matter A.. thanks :D
i love it every pieces of your present..and for me each pieces are so describe how much you love me..each pieces :*

delapan sembilan sepuluh ♥ ♥ thankyouu yaahh :$ i love youu much! :$ :$

hmm,but you are not here with me now, eventhough i feel your scent so near here.. :( i miss you much.. i need you.. i wanna do all silly things again with you.. :(


A,i'm so soorryy..i always can't be best for you..when you always be best for me..actually,this is my first reason why i don't want anything from you except YOU-my A-my LOVELY-my HEART-my BEST GUY.. you always gives me your prefect but i did not..is it still reasonable for me to ask anything more from you??

A,val's day will over just in a hour..and i dunno where are you now..are you sleep?or you really mad and bored at me till you didn't reply my text and chat??i'm waiting for you..

I finally understand what true love meant..
LOVE meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painfull the choices you face may be - Dear John

♥

he's smiling and i'm melting ♥
he's doing something sweet and i'm blushing ♥


aloha au 'ia oe mr. A :$ :$

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And in that moment I realised. Love isn't about how many Facebook comments you can leave each other. It's not about how many photos you have together or how many movies you both like. It has nothing to do with what you both like, or how often you talk. Or how often you see each other. It's not about how open you are to the world about your relationship. It isn't based on the amount of physical or written affection you can express to the world. Love isn't about that and doesn't even include that. Love is between two people. I think it's almost a secret between two people. Only those two people can really feel and see it. That's love.

for you ~

here's my love. take it.
here's my heart. don't break it.
here's my hand. hold it.
and together we will make it forever.